It just hurts

I miss her so much. But I still feel so numb. I'm still replaying the past week over and over in my head, everything swept by so fast. I hope i can sleep tonight. This is just so unfair. I miss my mother so much. I have stuff to tell her, I have things to show her, I want to hear her snoring again. I just want to hear her tell me that she loves me. That's all I want. My heart is so broken.