It's amazing how much of our lives we let other people affect. We live day to day depending on what someone else is making us feel or what they are saying to us. Why do we do this? Time after time we let other people influence everything that we do. And no one will ever understand why we do this, even other people on the outside will tell us how dumb we are for certain things, but we never listen. One day you will realize that it's just not worth it. For all of the bad and sad feelings that you get from someone, one day you realize those people were never really worth it. You wasted so much time trying to be there for someone and so much time worrying about how they feel, that you lose yourself. You stop remembering what you feel. You stop being you. The sad part about this situation is it will take them hurting you or screwing you over one final hard time, to make you finally get smart about it. It sucks, but thats what it takes.
These people will always be toxic to your life. If you find these people it's best to remove them right away. If you don't they will exist to torture you until you can finally cut the cord. You will be hard headed, you will not listen to anyone else around you, and you'll keep trying. But when you finally break free and cut the cord, it'll be the best thing you've ever done.
You're strong, stronger than that other person ever let you show. You should never rely on someone else to make you feel something about yourself. You should always depend on yourself. But humans always want to see the best in people and we try too hard to pretend that people aren't severely fucked up. But people are and you can't fix or change them. So stop trying. Because it only ruins you in the end.
It's just life. And humans always tend to ruin it.
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